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Tuesday, 14 July 2009

  •   ok. So it's been MONTHSSS since I've last updated. I'm changing my xanga around so I won't be posting as much graphics/pics as before. I'm going through this being fit and skinny stage..so...but nothing extreme. I'm not trying to lose ANY weight..just trying to get more fit. The pictures I post on here are for inspiriation only. mmk :) So the following pictures are me.

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    that bathing suit makes me look pretty chubby, actually.

     

     

Monday, 12 January 2009


  • What Type Of Flower Are You?
    made by [ohWOWsurveys]

    Carnation
    [] People have told you that you have a unique style.
    [] You are easily likeable.
    [x] You are charming and alluring.
    [x] You always remember names and birthdays.
    [ ] You are classy.
    Total: 2

    Iris
    [] You are hopeful/optimistic.
    [x] You believe in fate.
    [x] You are spiritual.
    [x] You're a very grateful person.
    [x] What's going on in the world affects you a lot.
    Total:4

    Lily
    [x] You are playful/flirty.
    [ ] Very friendly.
    [x] Someone has told you that they are jealous of you before.
    [ ] You seem to be the center of attention often.
    [x] You believe your personality is unique.
    Total: 2

    Sunflower
    [] You're a warm-hearted person.
    [] You are energetic.
    [] You are a happy person.
    [x] You have lots of enthusiasim.
    [x] You are optimistic.
    Total: 2

    Resilient
    [x] You are bold and vibrant.
    [ ] You seem to stand out in a crowd, or so you've been told.
    [x] You are adaptable and flexible.
    [x] You are often underestimated, but you seem to surprise your worst critics.
    [] You are very optimistic.
    Total: 3

    Elegant
    [ ] You are exotic.
    [ ] Graceful.
    [x] You are very thoughtful.
    [ ] You're very classy.
    [ x] Some may think you're intimidating.
    Total: 2

    Rose
    [ ] You are a classic romantic.
    [x] You believe in true love.
    [] You often experience deep emotions.
    [] You are very sweet.
    [x] You are sensitive.
    Total: 2

    Tulip
    [x] You are considered popular.
    [ ] You fall in love easily.
    [x] Cheerful/upbeat.
    [x] People have said that you have a nice smile.
    [x] You have a different way of looking at the world.
    Total: 3

    The type of flower I am is: iris



    i had an amazing weekend. Saturday i smoked and darn with my BEST friends, and then when we woke up we went out to eat at the waffle shop :) I've also decided that I'm taking a year off of college. amazing, huh. I never thought i would say that, but i guess my SAT score was too low for the school i wanted to get into, so fuck it. there is always next year. and if there isn't a next year, ill be in heaven anyways. Idk, I'm smoking a lot of ganja these days, it just makes me relax and not pissed off. haha. We got a car today, thank God. Now I can go to my appointed counselings, and not be so stressed out about everything. But, this weekend I'm going to apply to Barns and Noble, and work really hard to get a job there. I also need to get my licence, so i need to make that appointment next week.



Wednesday, 07 January 2009

Saturday, 03 January 2009

  • And as a baby she amazed me with the things she learned each day, she used to stay on the fire escape while all the other kids would play. And I would stand beside her and I'd say, "I'm proud to be your father, 'cause you worked so much harder, and you are so much smarter then I was at your age." And I always knew that she would fly away, that she was gonna change the world someday.
    -In the Heights

    I am so scared to know the answer

    "Don't follow my footsteps, they have mud on them"

    I could...fall in love with you...if i let myself...

    The world may never know the truth about your life; that’s because they don’t care to. But when you find the one who wants to know every detail of it, they’re the ones to keep. They’re the ones who keep you alive.

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    "You have to do the best with what God gave you."


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    When Anne and I go out a walk,
    We hold each other's hand and talk
    Of all the things we mean to do
    When Anne and I are forty-two.
    And when we've thought about a thing,
    Like bowling hoops or bicycling,
    Or falling down on Anne's balloon,
    We do it in the afternoon.

     

    and sometimes I feel like I'm the only one who can see it

     

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    "You don't know, do you? 
    That in a crowded room,
    my eyes will always search for you."

     

  • I have been so angry lately. It's like whenever someone talks to me I just get automatically pissed off. I don't know what has been with me lately but it scares me. I went to Barns&Noble today and this is whatttt I got:

     


    I got the last book becuase I thought it would help me out with my anger. I can't go to my anger management anymore because we don't have a car. I think that anger's me. And I believe I'm so angry all the time because I'm scared. I'm, scared I'm not going to be able to get there and get here because we're too poor to get a car.  I have to turn in my job application on Thursday, and hopefully that goes well. And i reallly need to borrow my aunt's car so that I can get my licence and get my suspencion over with. See, this is all that angers me. ugh. I still feel trapped and sophocated in this house. I still want to get out there and explore and allow my eyes and mind to see the road, and what it has along it. ya know? ugh.......................I want out



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